It has just occurred to me that perhaps I am resisting the happy relationship I could be having.
I talk about being lonely, and make plans for spending the rest of my life alone, yet part of me wonders if I really want to be alone.
I want happiness. I am going to stop and ask for a lead for happiness….
If that happiness is to come from being in a relationship, then the perfect relationship will materialize.
If that happiness is to result from being single then I will have a sign given to me concerning the issue.
Regardless, I need to stop making plans to be alone, for I may be attracting loneliness into my life…
I’m going back to my book. Florence is speaking clearly to me tonight.